29-05-2012

THIS DATE IS UNFORGETTABLE IN MY LIFE TIME BECAUSE I HAD AN I OPERATION WITH SO MUCH OF PAIN,STRUGGELING,PRESSURE,TENSION BECAUSE THIS IS THE FIRST TIME&FIRST OPERATION I DID IN MY LIFE.IT WAS BEING SO SO ENEGITIC AND NOW I AM BETTER AND I HAD AN IMPROVEMEMT OF MY SICKNESS WHICH IS SO SOON I WILL RECOVERED.THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS WHICH REACH ME WITH FULL OF BLEESINGS FROM MOST LOVED ALLAH SWT.A SPECIALLY KINDNESS AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANKS TO WHOEVER CARES FOR ME TO RECOVERED FROM THIS SICK.A SPECIAL THANKS WHICH IS DEDICATED TO ALL MY LOVED FAMILY MEMBERS,RELATIVES,FRIENDS,BUDDIES AND STRANGERS AND THE PERSON WHO EVER KNOWS ME VERY WELL.NOW I AM BETTER.THANKS VERY MUCH.LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH..THANKS ONCE AGAIN..

SORROW.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Without sorrow life is zero
We must accept fate's arrow
If our efforts are thorough
Our sorrow, God will borrow
Sorrows nicely shape our mind
Sorrows stop our being blind
Via sorrows, remedies we find
Sorrows are indirectly kind
In the absence of sorrow
Our mind does not grow
We think not like a hero
Our attitude is made narrow
Sorrows must be overcome
For which efforts we welcome
At last strong we become
This is sorrows' outcome
Our will-power, sorrows increase
To our heart, sorrows supply grease
Our talents, only sorrows release
In a gist, sorrows supply peace
Every sorrow at last dies
Not because of our cries
But because our soul tries
Life and success, sorrow ties
Sorrow less person is none
Sorrow is sure, if life has begun
'Sorrow trains brains' is a slogan
Sorrow is a tamable dragonIn sorrow, all must dip
By coming under its grip
All are lashed by sorrow's whip
To every life, sorrow makes a tripNow sorrow will somehow vanish
But you cannot fully relinquish
Further sorrows, time will furnish
From life, sorrow, none can banish

Life and sorrow are closely associated
By life, sorrow is very much fascinated
By sorrow, peace is initially confiscated
Sorrow grows when life is sophisticated

My Favourable Life

Liive as the way of Islam, fun n njoy, k! :)))~
Allah s.w.t asked in life, we must always smile, ups n downs, condition, likely our prophets, smile whenever, wherever..whoever! :))..
Hafta every storm, if u look hard enough a rainbow appears.. ~~
Made life my own every sky was own kind of blue.. ~~
... I just hide behind the tears of a clown..~~
My smile is just a frown..~~
Dun stop believin hold on d feelin.. ~ glee ~
Dun u see u're dreams lie right in d palm of u're hand.. ~ carlton ~
Wen we long 4 life w/out difficulties, rmind us tt oaks grow strong in contrary winds n diamonds R made under pressure.. ~ marshall ~
2 guide a land of a 1000 chariots, honor business n b true; spend little an luv mankinds; time thy calls on d people..~~
Guide d people by law, aline them by punishment; they may shun crime, but they will want shame, guide them by mind, aline them by courtesy; they will learn shame n grow gud, rite..~~
If u r patient in 1 moment of anger, u will avoid 100 days of sorrow..~~
A jade stone is useless b4 it is processed; persons is gud-4-nothin until self, get educated..~~
Music was my refuge. I cud crawl in2 d space betw d note n curl my back 2 loneliness..~~
A flower cannot blossom without sunshine nor a garden without luv..~~

My life
Why is it different from yours?
We both have ups and owns,
We both choose our own doors,
Ive chosen my path,
And you, yours,
We've had ups and downs,
Both with smiles and frowns,
We love we hate,
And one of us may discriminate,
I dont know what makes us different from eachother
Both birthed from what was inside our mother
I cant tell for sure what made you go that way,
And who am I to judge or nay-say,
I dont need to agree with you on your promenade,
And off my path I will not be pursuade,
Ill always love you as a brother of our potentate,
Even if you were to spite or hate,
Thats how my life is ran
And I only have this short span,
Dont waste what was generously given to us,
Use it, whether for friends or lust,
I love my life, that you may entrust.      

GREAT MOMENT..

Hi..i had an interesting event with my beloved sister-in-law and my beloved person in my life...we had a great moment in AMMA RESTAURANT.I eat there pure vegetarian food+fish curry+fried ladies finger+fried crab and mango lassi.it is damm sweet taste food I had with my beloved person...it is so sweet food we had and we cannot forget it because we enjoy the food after so long time the vegetarian food plus witth non-vegetarian...hahaha it is great food we had....we enjoy the event with other varities also that is kasheeri,muruuku..thats all roght now......i am so so glad and I really appreciate my beloved person and my sister-in-law....a special thanks for you alll..........................

THANKS SO MUCH....LOVE YOU MY BELOVED PERSON&MY SISTER-IN-LAW..........the beloved person i mention is so so secret....i know they surely if read the blog they knows who are them....thanks and have a great time.........We should enjoyed again..........

unforgettabe event

unforgetable memory....

HI ALL MY BLOG READERS...I HAVE AN INTERESTING MEMORY THAT I CANNOT FORGET ON 29 SEPTEMBER 2011,BECAUSE I HAD CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY PARTY EVENT WITH MY SWEET BFF THAT IS AYIN,NUR SURAYA and ALEEYA SAFEEYA....THE MOMENT WE CELEBRATE IT IN Seoul Garden, KSL City.WE ENJOY EATING THE FOOD BECAUSE WE HAVE TWO CHEF COOK THAT IS AYIN&ALEEYA...BOTH OF THEM CAN COOK WELL BECAUSE MAY BE THEY HAVE A GOOD INTERESTING ON IT...BUT I AND NUR SURAYA ONLY KNOWS HOW TO EAT...WE HAVE NO EXPERIENCE ON COOK....HE FOOD WAS DAMM FANTASTIC TASTE BECAUSE IT IS ALL KOREAN FOOD WHICH IS HALAL...WHILE WE EATING..WE SNAP A PHOTO...the moment over there was damm sweet but we couldn't eat finish the food because the shop they going to close already.we eat the food as fast as baby crying for the food because damm damm hungry.........

LIFETIME FRIENDSHIP........

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked............

• A friend is one who knows you, but loves you anyway.
• Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure.
• The only way to have a friend is to be one.
• The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend.
• Hold a true friend with both your hands.
• A faithful friend is the medicine of life.
• Love is rarer than genius itself. And friendship is rarer than love.
• There can be no Friendship where there is no Freedom.
• No man is useless while he has a friend.
• A single rose can be my garden; a single friend, my world.
• It is the ones you can call up at 4:00 a.m. that really matter.
• The language of friendship is not words but meanings.
• True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity, before it is entitled to the appellation.
• Good friends are good for your health.
• Books, like friends, should be few and well chosen.
• Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.
• Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
  Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
  Just walk beside me and be my friend.
• Friendship needs no words...
• Friends are the sunshine of life.
• The best mirror is an old friend.
• One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives.
• A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

LIFE PAIN THAT MYSTERIOUS.....

Day by day there is misery, pain, there is life,
going back and forth from imagination to reality,
wishing that somehow they were interconnected.

Day by day there is uncertainty,
questions that cannot be answered,
that are subconsciously taking control.

Day by day dissolves,
evaporates into nothing,
disappears forever....

WELL....I AM REGRET OF MY MOMENT WHICH I HATE SO MUCH FEW WEEKS AGO...I CANNOT IMAGINE THAT IT WOULD BE TERRIBLE IN MY LIFE...I THINK IT IS JUST A DREAM BUT WHEN IT BE MY TRUE TRAGEDY THESE YEAR ABOUT FEW WEEKS AGO....HOWEVER THEY SHOULDN'T BE A GOOD PERSON AND THEY BE AN USELESS TO THE WORLD....ANYONE OF US DON'T LIKE THEM....BECAUSE OF THE BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE TERRIBLE AND THEY ALWAYS BE NEGATIVE....I HOPE THAT THEY MUST BE A GOOD

I BELIEVE THAT THE CHARACTER OF THEM MUST BE CHANGE IN TERMS PEOPLE AROUND SHOULD SAID THEIR BEHAVIOR OS POSITIVE....

SUCCESS To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, To find the best in others, To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, A garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.

THE MOMENT IN LIFE TIME TO REMEMBER....

MiSs ThE tImE wE SpEnT 2GeThEr-I mIsS tHe wAy YoU uSeD 2 hOlD mE-tHe wAy yOu RaN YoUr FiNgErS tHrOuGh mY hAiR-EvEn tHa* TiMeS wHeN yOu HuNg uP iN mY fAcE 4 TeLLiN* yOu 2 sHuTuP!-ThE wAy YoU tOlD mE yOu LoVeD-ThE wAy iT mAdE mE fEeL-I mIsS tHa* CuTe WaY yOu LaUgH-I mIsS hEaRiNg YoUr VoIcE-I mIsS sEeInG yOuR *#* oN tHa* CaLLeR ID aFtEr We GoT iN a FiGhT-HoW iT mAdE mE fEeL wHeN yOu SaId i WaS yOuR "FaVoRiTe"-ThE wAy We LoOkEd iN 2 eAcH oThErS EyEs aS iF tHe WhOlE wOrLd HaD StOpPeD aNd We WeRe tHe oNlY oNeS LeFt oN iT-I mIsS StAyIn* oN tHe PhOnE w/ YoU aLL HoUrS oF tHe nIgHt-ThE wAy yOu UsEd 2 aSk StUpId ?*s, aNd GeTtIn* mAd @ mE 4 nOt AnSweRiN* tHeM-I MiSs YoU!
*$* iM tIrEd oF aLL tHa* HuRt-Im TiReD oF aLL tHa* pAiN, I rEaLLy JuSt WiSh yOu WeRe hEre!*$*

Its not that I miss you I just miss the feeling of being loved and knowing that no matter what someone is there for me that I can talk to about anything, well all I miss is being loved

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life .

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I don't write to tell you that I love you, nor to ask you for explanations that now are not on time. I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph. I want to tell you that I really loved you as I demonstrated you. I don't know what happened. But It is too late. I hope you can find your love. Good Bye my dear love

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didnt loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD

When you have come to realize that you miss me.....i wont be missing you.

I don't know if i miss YOU or if i just miss the feeling of knowing someone loves me as much or possibly more than i love them. and having the feeling when the one i love defends me and is always there for me when i need them... i dont think you realize how much i miss being able to just go to you, being able to tell you anything and you actually understanding or trying to as much as you can.. i miss that little feeling i got when i was with you!!

I miss u when the sun goes down, I miss u txtin me when I'm tryin to sleep, I miss u going to my wrk, I miss u touching me an making me smile! I miss u so much it hurts an everyday my heart breaks all over again cause I know u are with her! Yet I still miss you...

Before I met you I had no clue what love was all I cared about was myself. Then we found each other and I truly found out what love was. Food lost its flavor, the whole world became hazy to where I don't even remember much of what happened. The only thing that mattered was you and being able to put my arms around you. We didn't even need to say anything, just stand next to each other and share our body heat. My true weakness was in her smile. Her face made me realize that everything was ok in the world and I honestly thought that this had to be heaven. Then when she left me it was honestly the worst feeling in the world. I felt like dieing, no, worse, I felt like dieing 1000000 times or ripping my heart out of my chest hoping and praying that if I did that I wouldn't hurt so much. Loosing a lover is the worst feeling in the world and it does the worst things to you. Ever since then I have never really expressed my self fully in fear that I would feel that kind of pain again

Everyday i wake up knowing that ur not right next to me in bed-everyday i hope for u to come back-everyday i think about the time we first kissed-the times we spent together-staying up at-wondering wat ur doing-waiting for ur calls-still love growing for u-thinking of the day when u went away-thinking of you every second-just missing you everyday.

Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday ill always miss you.

missing someone isn't about how long is been since you've seen each other or the amount to time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when your doing something and you wish they were right there with you every time

Honestly, I dont even know wat really happened. When i think abt it, all i remember is that i tried and i tried really hard. But u din seem happy anymore no matter how hard i tried. So i called it quits. All i have ever wanted is Ur mesmerizing smile lighting up my life. And i was just not able to feel that. Sorry, if ever i have hurt you. But the only thing that i wish for now is Ur happiness. If ever you realize that Ur happiness is with me then Ur always welcome. I am and i will always be here for u. But even if u happen to find it somewhere else, rest assured I'll be the happiest for u.

Fighting Friend Poems...

Fighting is part of every real relationship. The key is knowing how to resolve the conflict without breaking up the friendship. Often it is the individual who knows how to communicate by sharing his feelings and not pointing fingers who can diffuse the situation. Since both members of the friendship are feeling defensive, it becomes a risky and sensitive venture. It may talk a couple tries to fully resolve your differences but you may come out with a stronger friendship at the other end.

Life Poems AND Inspirational Poems about Life....that we must always remember....

Change Poems
All of us experience change in our lives. Change is the one constant in our lives. There are changes that we look forward too and change that we fear. However, one thing is for sure. Things will not stay the same no matter how much we would like them too. When a life change occurs, we have two choices in how to respond. We can despair that a change has come and assume that things will be worse, or we can look with excitement at the new possibilities that the change presents.

Courage Poems
What is courage? What defines a courageous act? It is said that the brave and cowardly person are both fearful. However, it is the brave one who faces his fear and does what needs to be done. We will be faced with many things that scare us throughout our lives. How can we become the kind of people that face our fear and do it anyway? Human growth takes place when we take small steps. Each time we face our fears we become more of the courageous people that we would like to be.

Dream Poems
There are two kinds of dreams. There are dreams that we have while asleep and dreams that we have while we are awake. What is the connection between the two types? Both kinds of dreams are about the yearnings that are held deep inside us. Some of these desires are so secret that we dare not share them even with our closest friends. Those of us that dare to put our dreams down on paper are showing the courage and faith that they will come true.

Faith Poems
To have faith is to defy logic. It takes faith to think positively. It takes faith to believe that there is a loving G-d who cares deeply about our pain. To believe in life, the universe, or yourself after numerous failures is to have courage. Faith is an act of courage. It is choosing to get up in the morning and face our fears and believe that G-d will help us. Faith is choosing to believe that even though we may have failed one hundred times before that we can succeed the next time.

Fear Poems
Fear is a part of life. It is part of the range of feelings that humans experience on a daily basis. In our culture, fear has come to be experienced as negative. However, the truth is that fear is a perfectly normal feeling to experience and we would all feel a lot better if we simply allowed ourselves to feel it fully. If we do not we will have somatic symptoms of fear that are much more painful than simply allowing the feeling to be felt.

Forgiveness Poems

To forgive is divine. It is a trait that we learn from our creator. He has shown us that is possible to repent from our sins and that we can forgive others as well. Forgiveness is more than saying the words, "I forgive you". If you still harbor hatred in your heart this is not true forgiveness. In order to truly forgive you must put myself in the other person's place. you must try to understand how they could do such a thing to you. When you understand what has led them to that act, you may be able truly forgive them.

Inspirational Poems
Life is a lot of work. What is it that gives us the strength to continue when we are tired and burned out? Sometimes an inspirational idea can help us renew ourselves and be filled with strength to fulfill our life's purpose. Inspiration comes in many forms. However, the root of all inspiration is the idea that our lives are meaningful. Inspiration is knowing that what I do matters deeply to the universe. When you have the feeling that your actions are meaningful, you will become filled with strength and vigor to fulfill your life's purpose.

Lesson Poems
It has been said that life is the most patient teacher. You will be presented with the same experience over and over until you learn the best way to deal with the situation.. This is not because life is cruel. Rather, it is because things have a way of coming back to haunt us when we don't deal with them. One form of intelligence is the ability to learn from mistakes. When you are presented with a painful experience, take the time to think about how you can avoid it in the future. This is an example of a lesson learned.

Life Poems
Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as go through life. Day to day to struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react. Every decision that we make leads us down another road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision the we make has significance. The tiniest choice that is made reverberates throughout the entire universe.

Meaning Poems
It is the thesis of the great psychoanalyst Victor Frankl that man can endure any hardship as long as he can find meaning in the experience. Incidentally, as a survivor of Nazi Concentration Camps he was in a position to know. Thank G-d, most of us are not tested in such extreme conditions. However, the principle is the same. Human beings cannot live without meaning. Depression is the natural outcome of living a life that is bereft of purpose.

Poems about Memories
Every experience that we have is encoded in our brains. This is certainly true from the day we are born, and many people believe that we also have access to past life experiences. What is the purpose of filing away all that data? Although we are unaware of it, our unconscious dictates many of our life decisions. Our unconscious has access to all of these memories. When we work to bring awareness to the memories that are dictating our decisions, we are able to make conscious choices about our lives.

Nature Poems
Life and nature are similar concepts because nature is the study of how life acts and interacts within the circle of existence. When we take the time to examine the beauty of the world around us, we are able to see parallels within our own lives. One who is attuned with nature is attuned with the practice of living. All of nature moves in a spiral as do our personal lives. It is important to spend time in nature because in this way we can become attuned to its wisdom

use this in DAILY LIFE..................

Talk—————Softly
Walk—————-Humbly
Eat——————-Sensibly
Breathe——————–Deeply
Sleep———————-Sufficiently
Dress—————————Smartly
Act——————————-Fearlessly
Work———————————Patiently
Think———————————–Truthfully
Believe————————————Correctly
Behave—————————————–Decently
Learn———————————————Practically
Plan—————————————————–Orderly
Earn———————————————————-Honestly
Save————————————————————–Regularly
Spend—————————————————————Intelligently
Love———————————————————————Passionately
ENJOY — ——————————————————————-COMPLETELY

If LIFE IS A BANK then what is the LIfE in our human relation?????

1. RELATIONSHIP: It is Cash Credit A/c with No limit. U can get a credit balance of Happiness any time and u can debit your problems, tension any time. If there is no transaction (Communication) in the account for 1 month It become NPA. But it can be made Standard asset easily by Submitting beautiful SMILES.
Note : U can open similar Frndship a/c with many Banks but One Bank should be ur Favorite.

2. LOVE: It is Term Loan with Life time repayment Period. U have to submit regular installment of Love otherwise It become NPA. The LOVE Principal will remain constant for entire period but LOVE Interest will increase with time.
Note : Its not Permissible to Open similar A/c with more than one bank. However Take Overs are allowed in Certain condition. The NPA should be black listed and no bank should bank with those A/c holders

3. Marriage: It’s like a CREDIT CARD. Before U takes this, the Seller will show u Greeneries and U will die to get one Credit card. But the time u get it, U will come to know about the RISK involve with it. You always take care of your card. Shopping with this is Easy but Very costly. Once u fail to pay (Love) in given time, U have to pay High interest (e.g. buy Jewellary, Candle light dinner, Outing etc.)

Best Friends

Before I met youmy life was grewI had no one to talk tonothing to sayWhen I met youyou brighten up my lifeif it wasn't for youmy life will be taking by a knifeme and you talkedand became best friendswe promised each otherwe would be there to the endI love you like a sisterlike I knew you for everand on our key chainsit says best friends foreverI'll be there when you cryor a relationship gone badwhen we get older, I'll make surethat you are never ever sadeven in collegeI want to stay in touchseeing you once in awhilewill never be enoughI know we will have timeswhere we will not agreebut we will make it up withsleepovers, popcorn, and moviesso to my best friendI hope you never go awaybecause I do what best friends doand I will always be here to stay

My Friend

I haven't known youFor very longBut the love we shareIs so strongWe've been through muchThe good and the badI've seen you when you're happyI've seen you sadYou've given me scaresYou've given me alarmBut I've been there to helpI've kept you from harmYou've been on the brinkOf losing everythingBut I've always been thereTo keep you from fallingYou thank me for helpingYou think I'm a giftYou thank me for being thereWhile through emotions you siftYou think I walk on waterYou think I hung the moonBut I'm only humanYou'll see that soonI am fallibleYou will seeI can't perform miraclesI can't part the seaTo me you are dearI hold you to my heartI won't let you sufferYour burden I'll help cartEvery time I help youEach time you copeYou do not realize itBut you've given me hopeWhen I give you comfortCan't you seeThat I don't comfort youYou really comfort me

Hate me

People go and people come. That’s how I overcome and like my heart, it goes and comes whenever it likes and I feel like a human without feeling but at the same time I feel great. It’s very special to be odd but to be special is very sickening. Why God gave us this gift? I prefer not to have feeling and mind like other creature. I hate myself for always feel I’m useless and meaningless to myself. I got nothing to do and nothing to care about myself. People love and be loved while I in this world feel no company and lonely. Shall commit suicide? But that's impossible for I’m Muslim and I have God to respect. I got to go from this world coz I hate myself right now. I don’t want to be me forever, and I hope I will go away forever leave my lovely-precious-only-thing family in this world. I love them and never feel to leave them until I repay theirs. I can’t give back whatever they had given me. But please God, I feel so ashamed with what I’ve done, and please take me with u. I know my life was so great and the greatness isn't immortal. I’ll become dumber and my strength will go and that's very fact to talk about. So, what for I survive now? I don’t need any talent for I have it all. I don’t need any prosperity for i know it won’t change anything. I’ll still be the same. Why God still want me to live for i hate to live and don’t have direction to go. i know my mind will change tomorrow but the same thing will come again to me and it will goes, and come again and again and again. So, what for i continue to live for i now i still have no one to cry with. i have nobody to laugh with. 'They' will never understand. ‘They’ are human, while I’m an animal who really want to go far away from this life. i had always pray to be the best and i think I’ve gotten what i want. I’ve made my family feel proud of me. o, at least 90% i did. So, i don’t want to make them feel disappointed for what i will do after this which is bad i think. i rather to die than live without care and love. My family loves me, and i love them. But do they come to me when i need them? no, they didn't. i appreciated a lot of what they gave but i need a shoulder to lie to and someone to ask me, how am i doing? How’s my life? Why i feel sad? To shout with me when i got a triumph, or good news. My god, please lead me to the best way and the best thing for right now is death. I’m bagging u my God, my only one....